This is an explanation for normal believers. I need to do this because of all the lies, distortions, and manmade doctrines which have arisen because of the panic of Satan and his minions.
I went back to a church I disagree with, and for the first time in years I had a good time. I just was not there for the reasons anyone in the room assumed.
The 613 commandments are not the point. The Torah is the Father's own self-disclosure, a letter written so we could know Him, and the Ruach is the One who writes it on the heart. A Hebraic reading of why both the Rabbinic fence and the Western claim that the law is finished miss the very same thing.
Church community is sold as the cure for loneliness, but the lobby, the stage, the lighting, and the program are a production, and a production holds you only as long as it runs. The Hebrew edah gathers people around a shared purpose, not a building. You cannot manufacture organic community. You can only become someone around whom it forms. There is one ekklesia, and no program built it.
I almost lost everything that mattered to me before I learned the difference between four words. A testimonial that arrives at a paradigm: reactive, responsive, proactive, reflective, and the relocation of validation from the faces of others to the face of Hashem.